I'm not gonna lie, I really fucking miss you. I miss you so much, and I can't stand seeing you other places without me. I know you won't read this for a while, but I really wish you still loved me, Ellie. The things I would do to get you back span far beyond your imagination. I hope you're happy getting all the attention from your friends, thinking you were hurt so terribly. Maybe it's selfish? I guess it is. I guess this is it. It was a good year, Ellie. It was such a good year.